Baby Shower
A play
Renegade!!!
and Christmas Tree decor
I am exhausted but it was wonderful, and a nice distraction from the usual seasonal mood issues. It hasn't gotten that bad yet, but the weather has just turned so I suspect that things could go downhill fast. I hate that I'm never really happy in the winter, and Christmas seems to make it worse. I wish I could figure out why the holidays makes me feel... sorrow I guess. Missing the joy of childhood, missing my family who has passed away, feeling like there is too much pain in the world to completely enjoy Christmas. Ug, I wish I could be normal
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